Cock A Doodle Doooooo !

This is the view outside my patio doors this morning.  I grabbed my camera and got a shot in before it disappeared.  I had posted this photo on Facebook with my sister-in-law, Delores, asking if I had been woken up by him.  No I believe I must have woken him up.

Delores had also wrote on my Facebook page last night:

Every day I say a prayer for you and Rob asking God to give you both wisdom and strength and patience as you step into each new day.Too often we underestimate the power of a touch,a smile,a kind word,a listening ear,or an honest compliment. The smallest act of caring can have the potential to turn your day around. I will always try to be here for you. Love & Hugs

I have had a rough morning three mornings in a row.  Really down in the dumps with puddles over puddles of tears.  When I had arrived back home from my morning appointment in Owen Sound I had noticed my girlfriend, Brenda, had posted the following to my facebook page ....

My appointment in Owen Sound was to see if I would be a good fit for a Cognitive Therapy Group.  After meeting with the lady who runs the group, it had been determined by her it would not be a good fit for me at this time.  I am being referred to a Trauma team to deal with some underlying problems of years long gone past that keep reoccurring and playing back in my mind.  They are almost at times haunting with myself finding at a loss to crowd them out forever.  

Once I get strong enough I will be re-evaluated for the CTG once again maybe in the Spring/Fall 2016.  It has been an overwhelming past few months for me.

There was an app on Facebook this afternoon which picked out one's best photos.  The following are what were chosen for me ..... oh to be that thin again !!!!  someday I hope again to be., and someday those smiles will come easy again for me.

I have been feeling pretty down the past few days, and looking to hopefully some "up" days soon.  I know I have all the support in the World, however that does not convince my head that it will be "all better"j anytime soon, as much as I wish it to be so.  I cry a lot.  

I need to remember to hold my hand over my Heart more often ... 

This is all she wrote, Just North of Wiarton & South of the Checkerboard.